All I have done this morning is sleep. It’s becoming a really bad habit. Al least I can do it tomorrow. I’ll be working. I’m glad I did everything yesterday as I couldn’t have done it today.
I had to force myself to go and buy Pix a little bed for mums house. Just less that she has to take in her own.
My uncle fell through a glass door last night and has done his Achilles tendon. I was second on the list to take home over to the bigger hospital but I couldn’t due to Pix and her needing me to be at home since she is locked in a pen. I feel really bad about it. They did get another cousin to do it though.
Im just not helpful to anyone at all. I’m scared that they will all turn their back on me because all I do is let everyone down. It shows how much of a failure I am. Maybe the should turn their back as I’m not worthy to be part of the extend family. I’m a horrible self centred bitch.
