Am Not Coping

[Faith-and-Hope]

Goodnight @Zoe7 ..... 💚🦋💕

[Maggie]

@Zoe7 Learning to drive the forum again. Sorry to hear about your fall. I hope results are ok. Keeping it short as brain scattered here.💕💜💕

[Faith-and-Hope]

Morning @Maggie 👋💕

Hoping you’re an eentsy-bit better this morning @Zoe7, but maybe on day 3 you will feel a little bit stiffer with bruising emerging ....

Do do you have any Arnica for the bruising ?

Guess what ?  I can post images from my phone with this new format, instead of emailing them to myself first .....  🎉

So here’s your very first phone image ......

[CheerBear]

Posting my very first from mobile version pic here for you also this morning @Zoe7. Sorry to hear about your fall. Thinking of you ❤

[Zoe7]

@Faith-and-Hope @CheerBear @Maggie @Snowie 

I feel like I don't have much left. It is one thing on top of another and I am losing the will to care about anything. I am so tired of fighting every day to get through. It feels like a never ending merry-go-round and the tighter I try to hang on, the looser my grip becomes. My hands are going to give in at some stage - it is inevitable! I have moved from being stuck to falling backwards and I don't have the energy to stop it.

[CheerBear]

Hugs @Zoe7. It's so hard when holding on is so exhausting 🙁
❤ to you

[Former-Member]

Oh no @Zoe7, that sounds horrible. Think i know what you mean. Maybe a dose of WinterBlues compounding other stressors. Eat lots a vegies, in soup if nothing else, a banana & milky drink before bedtime, sunshine. Hugzz ❤

[Snowie]

@Zoe7 big hugs hon. I wish I was there with you. Fall back onto us here, letting us help you. 🧡💜💛💚💙

[Faith-and-Hope]

@Zoe7 ..... here and holding on to you .......

Sitting with you Hon ..... 

Have you had any results back from the tests ?

You are likely to feel the worst today before starting to get better, because the fall was a couple of days ago ......

Gentle hugs, gentle thoughts, lots of love ❤️❤️❤️

[Zoe7]

@Faith-and-Hope @Snowie @Former-Member @CheerBear

Finally spoke to someone about work - not the Principal - she didn't bother to call me but HR did so she has passed it to them. It is going to be a long process to get me back to work in any capacity and it looks like I won't be able to go back to the same school - so I am pretty much thinking that is it - I won't be going back to work at all - so what is the point! Don't get test results until tomorrow - my gp doesn't work on Tuesdays. Can't take any of this today - everything is too much.