Good Morning

[MDT]

Have a good one tabs @TAB


Finding I go through a blues period mod morning each work day

Could be what I'm seeing. Need to divorce myself from it more maybe

I mean I know myself well, but I think knowing my capacity for evil doesn't mean I AM evil. Big difference

[Historylover]

Shopping done here, @Former-Member. I've just been out walking, looking for an open church actually. I'm trying to find the meaning of my existence. I'm bewildered and in pain. Have only managed to clean the floor today. Not much fun to be had. Sorry to be so down.

[Former-Member]

Oh you poor love @Historylover. I'm sorry you are feeling this way, its awful to feel alone and disconnected especially if its not by choice. I understand your reluctance getting involved with new people given what has come to pass.  You could do a "clearing" to get rid of what has accumulated over past encounters and do "psychic protection" daily.

I think a church is a good start. You are a very educated woman with a lot to offer people and having fellowship with fellow spiritual seekers is a good idea.  You may meet new people whom you share a similar outlook with.  The last place I attended was a Tao Centre but it had since closed after the hosts husband passed away and it was such a huge venture to do alone so it closed. 

[Historylover]

You always seem so upbeat, @Former-Member, but I guess you have off days too. I don't think I've ever heard you complain about things. 

I think I have a lot to offer people too, @Former-Member. Fellowship is my quest, and genuine, mutual support which supports only and doesn't cause dependence. We all have our crosses to bear and just need to know we are not alone when the going gets really tough. I'm just trying to find my way. 

[Former-Member]

Thanks for that compliment @Historylover yes I have those kinds of days we're all human! I think you would fit in well with a spiritual community as an elder of some sort. I know you would take such a future consideration seriously.  Just shop around for places to go that fit your criteria and go for it! I think Neptune has just gone retrograde and lots of people are reassessing their spiritual equation in life right now.   

[Historylover]

Thank you for your, as always, kind words, @Former-Member. I send wishes for kindness back to you. 

I think a lot of people are looking for meaning at the moment. We can all go 'Whee!' and pretend all is well, and that we are all doing fine and having 'fun', but scratch under the surface and I think many people are quite lost, hurting and looking for meaning.

I'll look for my refuge among like spirits, @Former-Member, but I'm not hopeful.

[Historylover]

P.S. @Former-Member, thank you for the compliment that I am an educated woman. I don't often get complimented, as most people have always tried to undervalue me. So are you an educated woman! I'm just doing my best to accrue as much information and knowledge as possible. It gives so much more to life when we extend our knowledge base.

[Former-Member]

Hey everyone good morning to us hey? Just having a fairly ordinary day today. Taking the day quietly. No walk today as I need a rest. Back at it on Monday.  @Historylover have you found any spiritual places to get to yet? @TAB how did your visitor go yesterday? @MDT I hope you are riding this rough patch through ok @Former-Member how are you going with your job. Any success with oil pulling? And hello to anyone I may have missed ❤️

[TAB]

um visitor arriving late today think @Former-Member  quiet day here too, think nap not far off

[Former-Member]

Hi @Former-Member . I'm still continuing with the oil pulling unfortunately no results yet 

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Work is still going the same. Although. I seem to be having more good days. I just find it to be a very toxic environment.

I am also looking for something else. It's a 3 day per week job with 6 days work. I feel very under resources as well. If only they had give me more training.

How are you ? What's new ?💜💕