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[MJane69]

Hello lovely people...Oh my goodness how much to share, but all is not important. I'm 53yrs, Mother of 4 beautiful girls. Twice married with our 4 th daughter. 

I've had 2 suicide attempts in the last 2 weeks. I am weak, I am lost, vulnerable & damn, Alcohol is again playing it's part.

My go to, my friend, my constant, my destroyer....how does something become so magnified, so raw, so SHIT! 

[tyme]

Hearing you @MJane69 ,

Welcome to the forums! I'm sorry things have been so tough lately. 

Do you have any supports in place that you find helpful? (whether professional supports or friends/family)?

You don't need to do this on your own.

I hope you will be able to connect with others on the forums.

[Kyle1]

Good question @MJane69 

But you are here.

Hello to you! Are you drinking tonight?

I've been planning to for two days now, but haven't...

I'm kinda new here, but i think these forums kinda help.

[Kyle1]

@MJane69 

https://youtu.be/uJCOlmLxLeg

[MJane69]

I'm tentative to take support, but do have a GP appt tomorrow. Thank you for reaching out. 😊

[MJane69]

Oh Kyle, I u derstand where your coming from. Do you have any support?

[tyme]

Good on you for reaching out @MJane69 . It certainly does take strength to do so.

I'm glad to hear you have an appointment with the GP tomorrow. That's the start.

[MJane69]

Kyle, what about you. It's frightening being in this situation. How are you coping?

[MJane69]

Kyle, I get it. Support is what we do/don't want...it brings with it more than we can deal with.

[Historylover]

Hello, @MJane69, when you reply to a post, type @ and a drop down box will appear with a list of people on your thread, then click on the name of the person. That way, the person you replied to will get a notification in their inbox. Otherwise they don't know you are replying to them. Like so, @Kyle1.