for those strange people who love rabbits

[RiverSeal]

Ok, thank you for letting me know @Dreamy. I encourage you to stay on hold until you get through and speak with someone. Please keep me updated with Lifeline and how you are travelling. RiverSeal 

[Sparky79]

@Dreamy being hurt by your own flesh and blood hits the hardest, my children only talk to me when they want something.

I don't know enough about what happened to give an accurate comment, but I'll try.

You can't control the actions of others, you can control how you respond though, your perspective.

The past is the past, we do things at the time, based on how we feel and what we know at that time, and unfortunately with those same thoughts and knowledge we would all do the same thing as it's what we felt had to be done at that time. It's not until afterwards, that we see the results, gain more knowledge and insight that we feel regret, shame and guilt.

Don't feel bad for having emotions, feeling sorrow and regret, you're now trying your best to continue, to not repeat those mistakes, that you've learnt from what's happened.

As I said, you can't control the actions of others, only how you react to it.

Be gentle on yourself, you're doing your best.

[Sparky79]

@Dreamy I know this is hard, but please, sleep on those urges, That's what got me through a few days ago. These feelings and emotions will pass, don't act upon them, more people care about you than you know

[RiverSeal]

Thanks for letting me know @Dreamy. What are your plans now that you have tried Lifeline? Could you try another service like Beyond Blue or Suicide Call Back Service?

• Beyond Blue: 1300 22 4636 or Beyond Blue Webchat
• Suicide Call Back Service: 1300 659 467 or Online Counselling 

RiverSeal 

[RiverSeal]

I have sent you an email, if you could please keep an eye on your inbox @Dreamy. Thank you RiverSeal 

[Bunniekins]

@Sparky79   Sparky79 quick check in making sure you are ok.

[Sparky79]

Good evening @Bunniekins Yeah faking it till I make it, I was a little triggered a couple of times today so I had to step away from the forums for a breather, but yeah, still here.

And you? how are you going? had a good day?

[Bunniekins]

@Sparky79   hey Sparky79 sorry to hear you got triggered but yeah you did the right thing(i was triggered terribly when a certain member was posting) and stepped away for awhile.  im good thanks . Im going to try and get my hair cut today!!!! remember it is down to my hips so this is a huge decision to make!might do something radical i am not sure will let you know later today.

when you were away for so long i would play fire by kasabian (playing it now actually) and immediately think of you and wonder how you were going.