I can’t cope

[Captain24]

It’s really hard @PrincessLettuce.

Ive tried having a shower, I’ve taken my meds, I’ve taken extra otc ones as well. Nothing is helping me get to sleep so I can forget. I’ve tried white noise. I feel like I’ve tried everything. If I could just sleep then everything would be ok. 

[Captain24]

PS I’m safe it’s just a wish

[amber22]

Hey there @Captain24 

I'm here for a chat if you needed - thank you for letting us know that you're safe. 

Is there anything you wanted to talk about? You're not alone

[Captain24]

Hey @amber22 

There is nothing really nothing else to say. It some’s it all up. 

I have just woken up from having a sleep before I head to work. I think it’s going to be a really long night. I don’t want to be there. I don’t want to be anywhere. 

[Acanthiza]

@Captain24I know what it is like to get thoughts like that, sometimes constantly. I'm glad you are safe, I hope your little pups are helping as well. I know it might not help much but I am thinking of you and hoping for good things to come your way..

[Captain24]

Thanks @Acanthiza.

My GP is running really late so I’m not sure I’m going to make it to work on time. So now I’m starting to stress about that too. 

My dogs are at mums right now as she looks after them while I'm working. 

I hope you are doing ok? 

[Acanthiza]

I am OK @Captain24 thankyou. Just stressed, but nothing like where you are at. Really hoping the weather decides to be stable soon, I don't deal well with big temperature shifts and that is all this summer has been here.

How much more work do you have? Really hoping things ease up soon.

[tyme]

Oh @Captain24 , so you had an appointment and THEN you go to work? Hope you've made it on time. 

Hugs. Sorry I've missed you today.

Hey @Acanthiza - how's things?

[Acanthiza]

I am good thanks @tyme , woke up way too early but it hasn't been too hard of a day luckily. How are you going?