I appreciate you sharing this with me @Bow. I think this is such a vulnerable and relatable image you have painted for us. I am sitting with this and thinking just how many people would resonate with what you have shared here, so thank you.
I get the sense you are yearning for a consistent safe space that is predictable, where you know you are always wanted, loved, and accepted - where people show up for you unconditionally.
Does that sound right? 💗
