Thankyou @justanotherguy I agree, I think. Relationships are sacred. Love. I must not let it slip past me this time. I know it's mine. I didn't get it a minute ago. I think I do now. No more pouting, or tantrums, or demanding or waiting, or expecting, or unrealistic expectations. Living for love. Accepting love for me. I don't know what this means. I think I have clearer focus. My focus is to honour sacred love. I'm still very confused. How do I hold it? I don't know. I want to control it. That sounds wrong. I think I need to let go & accept it?