@znp Nothing as far as she is concerned it is my job to care for her, because "they have their own lives to live". My family is extremely toxic and my mother has narcissistic personality disorder, a lot of childhood abuse & neglect I have to swallow down as well as dealing with my c-ptsd & bipolar in private because none of them care and my mother's needs come first as far as everyone is concerned. It's a very messy situation. But regardless she is still my mum and I can't abandon her. Guilt would be too much too bear. But yes some days I barely cope. 

BB 🐰💙