Finding it hard at the moment to accept that things aren't going to magically become 'back to normal'. Have subconsciously been waiting for a day when I say 'ok I can get back to normal now' but quickly realising that I can't put all my humanly needs on hold as I may be required for many many many years ahead!! 

Time for a new version of normal as they say. @Former-Member need remember what on earth made me and start litttle by little.